Monday, December 10, 2007

Wicker Park Place


“Bong, Bong. Doors closing.”

I heard these four sounds every 15 minutes for 7 months. It was the signal that my 10’ x 10’ apartment would rattle aggressively as Chicago’s elevated train roared by my window.

Although each night living in the low-income housing block of Wicker Park Place was an experience, a typical night probably went a little something like this:

I sit on my bed reading George Orwell’s The Road to Wigan Pier, and listening to my favorite band at the time, the Decemberists, when the power goes out.

This is hardly surprising: this happens at least every other day and I know what is coming next. Like clockwork, Marvin, a disabled Vietnam veteran with whom I shared a bathroom, comes over to accuse me of running too many appliances.

“Man, you running that microwave again? You know to shut all that other shit off first right?” said Marvin in his always aggressive tone.

After reassuring him it wasn’t my fault, we call the main office and get ready to wait until the next morning when the building supervisor would turn back on the power.

Not content sitting by candle-light again, I head down to our building’s common area to read. The room is filled with an impressive library of romance novels, old phonebooks, and features a revolving cast of characters: Claire, the old woman down the hall from me who insisted on calling me “Bill” and would enlist me as her personal handyman, George, another Vietnam vet who seemed to forget who I was every three weeks, and Steve, the African-American ex-boxer/religious fanatic who caught me on one of my bi-monthly trips to Church and thought of me as an ally for his war on secularism.

This particular night, Steve is arguing with a resident named Nathan who, as it turns out, was an atheist.

After a quick chat with Steve, I head back up to my dark abyss of a room. As I walk down the hall, I see the family of Mexican immigrants that somehow fit into the room across the hall from me.

The mother, father, son, and daughter always seem nervous. I think it is because they were worried I might report them for all living in the same room, but I don’t know for sure. I get a tense smile from the parents as both their children cling tightly to them. I still don’t know how any person could have the audacity to call them “illegal.”

A few months later, a representative from the Renaissance Companies (who managed Wicker Park Place) quietly slipped notes under our doors informing us they had received a federal grant to refurbish the building and we had two months to get out. Assistance would only be given to those that qualify.

Fear spread throughout the building. Some residents were given a place to live at other affordable living homes around Chicago, but others, like Steve, were told they were out of luck; He was told he had a “cockroach problem” and they didn’t want him taking it wherever he was relocated to.

The underbelly of the American dream was no longer something I just watched TV: It was real, and these people weren’t just bodies; they were real people, with names, families, stories to tell, and some of them were about to be thrown out on the street.

I grew up in the all-white Detroit suburb of St. Clair Shores, Michigan. I didn’t know any immigrants, the only veterans I met were grizzled old men from WWII, hardly ever met any African-Americans, and had to listen to the racist rants of people for years.

After suffering with an awful case of English mono, I learned what being American without health insurance meant: within three months of doctor’s visits I was nearly penniless. I scraped together enough money to get to Chicago and felt the pain of being dirt poor in an unforgiving urban jungle.

Stories about Wicker Park Place's renovation, like the one featured in The Chicago-Sun Times, focused on the historical significance of the building but didn't mention anything about the displacement of dozens of people.

I stopped by Wicker Park Place, nine months after I left, a few weeks before I left Chicago. Construction hadn't even started.


Wednesday, October 10, 2007

San Francisco: The First Few Hours

I arrived in Oakland, California on Oct. 6th at 1:30 pm.

It is fair to say that the reality of the situation didn't hit me until I landed. I was chatting it up to an older rich woman on the plane from Columbus, reading my maps, and playfully daydreaming the whole flight. But, once I landed I began to feel that familiar desperation that grips me at the beginning of any move.

When I got my bags, I lugged my three huge bags (one of which was 53 lbs. and cost me $25) to the AirBart bus stop. This bus would eventually take me to the Bay Area's public transit rail, the BART.

The first thing that struck me was the temperature. I had been sweating my ass off the night before at the Arcade Fire concert in Columbus, Ohio but now it was a cool 60 something degrees. I also could see huge mountains in the distance - I know they were beautiful but the fear of getting to my destination seems to have blocked the memory of being able to describe them.

After fifteen minutes or so, the AirBart arrived and I paid the driver $3 and lugged my bags over to the middle of the bus. I eventually got a seat and spent the next ten minutes staring at my first sites of Californian neighborhoods.

When we eventually got to the Bart station, I bought myself a $5 ticket...I'm not sure if that was more than I needed, but I was so disorientated at this point I couldn't really tell you. I lugged my three bags up the escalator (thank god for that genius invention) and waited for the BART.

After ten minutes or so, the BART arrived and I lifted my 150 lbs. of personal possessions on to the train, sat down, and congratulated myself on a job well done.

After twenty nerve-racking minutes I got to Powell Street. From there, I was to walk five blocks to Leavenworth. And that’s where things got real difficult.

San Francisco has a lot of hills. I know that, alright. But, holy shit…

Caring that 150 lbs. through a city you have never been to, while steadily going UPHILL the whole time had to be the hardest part of the whole ordeal. Step by agonizing step, I walked by homeless people, tourists, and other vagabonds.

Mel, my very gracious host and friend, had warned me about homeless people asking me for cash and trying to follow me into her building. But, the funniest thing was that not only did no homeless people ask me for cash, some homeless worker dude tried offering me free food! Yep, I just gave off the air of unemployment I guess.

After what seemed like hours, I made it to Leavenworth Street…only to find I had to walk two more blocks up a hill so damn inverted that people were getting off their bikes just to walk up this damn thing.

After an insane physical workout, I got to Mel’s apartment building, pulled out the keys she had fedexed me a few days earlier, pulled those three monsters into her living room, laid down on the bed, and closed my eyes.

Thursday, October 4, 2007

The Future of the Internet Has Arrived

My friends, the revolution has begun...

In all its stylistic simplicity, all its technological glory, all its mind-numbingly futuristic usability, I present to you what critics will surely call "the future of the Internet":

http://www.phillipmolnar.com/



...I'd like to thank the big guy upstairs, all my peeps in the 313, Augustine, Dirk, and Nathan for all your guidance, and most of all, the Internet - keep on rocking my friend.

Monday, September 24, 2007

Moving to California

Hello friends,

I have decided to move to San Francisco, California. I'm sorry if I haven't been shouting my move from the mountain tops, but I was worried about getting cold feet, so here I am, telling you that I am leaving in six days.

I hope you can excuse my tardiness. I've found when saying goodbye to friends nothing really has to be said, it's just the simple confirmation of what we already knew, that we are friends and care for each other. So, if you are out of town or busy this week, I already know how you feel, and thanks.

I've been debating this move for a while. I don't know when it happened for sure, but I decided that my time in Chicago had to end and it was time to move on to the next adventure. It's not that I dislike Chicago, honest, I just am ready to experience something new. I don't think I can expect to find any happiness out there that I don't have here, but it isn't about that, so I'm excited for everything – the good and the bad.

I still don't know what I want out of life but I'm enthusiastic about growing as a person, facing new and challenging situations, and figuring out why I'm on this planet and what I want to do about it.

If you are around this week, I will be meeting up with some friends on Friday night at 10 pm at the Friar Tuck on 3010 N Broadway St.

I know a lot of you will be at Critical Mass that night, and my ISO comrades have the Russian day school the next day, so don't worry if you can't make it. I'm sure I'll see again!

-Phil

Sunday, August 26, 2007

My New Blog

I decided I would like to write about my life. I have decided to share that with you.

If things get personal, I'll make sure to change your name.

Have a lovely day.